OmJain - beauty inside -
My upbringing was anything but conventional. Born to a German mother and Indian father in Hamburg, Germany, I remember a childhood filled with magic and teachings of energetic healing.
A huge source of my inspiration and early teachings came from the special times I would spend daily with my mother who would guide me in meditation, dream and time travel, breath work, yoga, and massage. To me, I thought everyone grew up this way and it was not anything special; it was the way of living.
I came to understand later in life how blessed and how special it was to have been born into a family of healers.
For those walking this path, there is always a moment we call and Awakening that happens. But contrary to how it might sound, Awakenings can often be painful and confusing though deeply transformative.
My personal journey began in January 2015 where from one day to the next, I went from being a healthy young woman to finding myself in the emergency room with life altering health complications.
Over the course of the next 10 months, I had to endure 10 surgeries to try and resolve a pancreas issue that was life-threatening. My condition was so severe that even the doctors could not believe I had lived this long unaware of the condition I housed within.
I watched myself go from being a vibrant young woman who lived a fast paced life with traveling and a successful career in the beauty industry, to someone who was so weak and powerless that even combing my own hair was task I could barely complete. It all felt horribly wrong and like I was living in a really bad movie. Life was forcing me to stop.
Being in bed with no work, no energy, and nowhere to go left me feeling sad, scared and completely uncertain for what the future held. Everything that I had known was gone overnight, and without support, I literally didn’t know how I would be able to pay my bills. It was within these dark times that I also started to remember who I was and the special teachings my mother, who had passed from cancer when I was 16, had taught me long ago. It was this darkness that made me decide that this wasn’t what was going to define me and so I took the journey within.
I started to feel and talk to my body, I meditated more and more like we did back in the days. I grew up more with “alternative medicine“ , so I started to do my research more then ever, every cell in body did not accept that it will belong to my life, to have all these surgeries. And I found some decoding techniques which I still use in my life and to help others.
I decided to take out all of my stents at my pancreas , I went to the hopital to take out the stents, because I knew, I do not want them anymore, my doctor
did it only under one condition, that I would come back within four weeks.
But I did not come back, I went on my personal healing/Balancing journey.
I told him during the surgery under anesthetic what I had done as my meditation experience and ideas.
So one day I experienced a very intense shamanic healing meditation. I was able to create new beautiful canals into my pancreas, and there was a lot of more, I had to accept who I am, I had to remeber why I am here. It was an out of body experience. I knew I am healed. So right after I flew to the carribean islands for some weeks, where I did island hopping with one of my beautiful warrior sisters, who is in my life since we are 11 years old. We enjoyed a grateful time full of meditation and growing work together.
I was suppose to go back to the hospital, but I did not do.
I knew I was ok.I only went for a bloodiest and the Doctor said that this was magic, my blood looks just perfect, my pancreas looks perfect.
Some weeks later I wanted to thank him with flowers, he was gone, they told me he quit his job and moved to New Zealand to Study TCM – Magic-
I then traveled for some months to Goa, India to feel the Yogic and Vedic energy in the country where it comes from. I did my Teacher Yoga trainee with my beautiful Yogi Teacher Erica Jung. I went to an Ayurvedic Massage school to develop my techniques.
Back in Europe I joined a Shamanic therapy house in Netherlands and learned there for two years as a volunteer light worker. It is there that I expierenced different techniques of energy healing.
For people who where very sick with different deseases, traumas and blockadges.
We were working with Reiki, Meditation, Pranayamas and Astraltravel. Each day it made me more and more grateful to see the changes in their souls, how released they were.
In between I studied two years Psych online.
After all my expirience in my life in show business and even in my healing work, I realized that most people I met in my life, were very insecure, they were trying to become better, thinner, looking younger, becoming richer, getting the most likes and followers on social media, it was more a competion with themselves instead of being grateful for their beautiful life, bodies, faces, huge big houses, full bank accounts and their opportunities to travel to great places, many of them are still unhappy and lonely, although it seems like in the physical world, that they do have everything and are sorrounded by many people. But still....some thing is missing, I know I have been there.
Now I am in my inner peace...self love...gratitude...happiness and thats how I came to do Beauty Inside and Beauty Outside work.
"To see the sparkles in the eyes of my clients after our meditaion session or healing work is a present from heaven. This is my Dharma, my Path"
"I remember, in the begining of my 20´s I chose Los Angeles for my new home, I loved that lifestyle and energy in Venice Beach and Santa Monica. So one day was the first time a Shaman spoke to me, I was 21 Years old. It was one of the most impressing moments I had, she gave me a feather and told me this is my path. Of course in this time I did not really understand about what this old lady was talking about. I still have this eagle feather“